No posts for over a week, you may be muttering. Unfortunately, work and Council commitments have overwhelmed me over the past 9 days or so - such that on 2 nights last week, I was sending myself to bed at 8pm so I could wake up at 2am and work through the night. Then, crash out at 6am for an hour or so and up and off to work. A round trip to Loughborough on Thursday to give a talk on local transport policy probably didn't help.
It's not sustainable, of course. I collapsed into the car at Gosforth at 9pm last night after a Regional Board meeting and thought "this is crackers." I should have been in Manchester this weekend for part three of an intensive course on community leadership, but have cried off - if the long hours hadn't finished me off, the then alcohol certainly might.
Added to which, I have a serious weight problem which isn't responding to any diet known to man. As Garfield rightly says, of course, the favourite day of the week to begin a diet is tomorrow. However, I am supposed to be the Cabinet Member for Health and Leisure, and I hardly cut a convincing figure in that role at the moment. I sat through another uncomfortable meeting on Wednseday with a NHS bigwig talking with him about the obesity problem in Darlington very conscious that I'm hardly in a position to show local leadership on this key health subject.
Like most fat people, I'm very conscious about my weight, but I thought sharing the problem here might finally give me the momentum I need to make some fairly radical changes to my lifestyle. I know that if I don't do something now, I'll probably be dead in 10 years (if I'm lucky). That's no good for Sandy or the boys (or indeed me, for that matter).
So time to use my current situation to check out what the NHS locally can offer me as a resident, for instance. I'm conscious that blogging regularly on this self-obsessed subject will rapidly become tiresome, but it is something I'll return to fairly regularly as milestones are reached (or not as the case may be). First stop, a trip to my GP early next week.